Saturday, February 01, 2003
Well I figured out the SHOUT OUT... now if I could get it closer to my byline things would be groovy!!!! E has started another rant fest AGAIN.... Thank goodness the boys are in bed, although I am containing my anger a bit better right now then I did earlier... I have to learn to block out what he says as I know it's just meant to make me feel as bad about myself as he does himself... Let's just have another drink DEAR!!!! *sigh* Well if you can't beat 'em join 'em.... I am enjoying a Bacardi Breezer or two.... It's times like this I seriously rethink my life.... Just gotta hold on a little longer.... Time to go read a bit of Alanon reading and work at "let go and let god".... Well I better go now before DH (dick head not dear husband) comes back out and complains I am typing again!!! Til next time...
